||[Jun. 6th, 2005|06:00 am]
---[posted Sunday, June 5th around 4pm]|
My mom is missing and threatening to commit suicide.
After last night with Lacy and Aabi, and us dealing with the cops, car window getting smashed in, etc. (last entry), Lacy dropped me off at home in the morning. No one was here except my Aunt and lil cousins.. and they were heading out to go to my sisters house. not long after I got home, they left so I was here all alone.. so I had no clue what fully had been going on the day/night before.. so I hopped online and posted the last entry, then layed down to finally get some sleep since the last few nights I haven't had any.
I passed out for maybe an hour or two.. and woke up to the phone ringing...
I answered, half asleep, and it was the Clay County Sheriffs Office questioning me about my mom.. asking me to give them any information I can about anything she's said the last few days about 'not being able to handle stuff' or any talk of suicide, asking my name, age, when I saw her last, etc...
And at the time, I knew nothing about what was going on. So I was really confused.
Then, while I'm on the phone with this Sheriff guy while half asleep still, my cousin walks in at about the same time telling me that the last they heard from my mom, she had said she was in some motel in Orange Park with pills and talking about how she can't go on living.. but they don't know which motel and they can't find her. Now, between the police and family, we've searched loads of hotels.
So I sat here alone after cousin left (because the cop guy said he'd call back if he needed more answers/a follow up) and she headed back to sisters place, so I was just here alone.. waiting...
A few hours later, cousin and others came back here with a couple cops.. more questions were asked.. and the cops just now left.
We still have no clue where my mom is. The last we heard from her was this afternoon.. she was on the phone with my uncle (she was on her cell phone).. and finally she said she'd talk to the police. He handed the phone over to the cop and he introduced himself.. then she hung up on him (pills were heard shaking around in a bottle in the background). We've tried calling her cell and everything.. no answer. That was the last we heard from her.
I'm at my sisters house right now in Orange Park.. it's 11:30pm. I'm alone over here babysitting the kids so my sister can be with family at our place. Still haven't slept yet, and still no word from or about my mom as far as I know...
Still babysitting. I haven't heard from anyone about anything though.
I know I should call someone to find out what's up, get an update.. but really I don't want to. I scared to know for sure. I'll wait for them to call and update me..